1. |
Catalyst
02:42
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I'm in the middle of the ocean with concrete tied to my feet,
You are water filling my lungs but it's okay because I'm not trying to breathe,
Will I ever get tired of you,
Running through my head,
Will I ever get tired of me,
Wishing I was dead
Time after time,
I've brought myself,
to the edge,
Time after time,
I've hid myself,
And tried to force the end,
Maybe I just need,
To run away
You're killing me,
You're killing me,
Can't you see?
You're killing me,
Do I mean nothing?
I tried to bury the pain but there's no way,
I can't make it to tomorrow
Time after time,
I've brought myself,
To the edge,
Time after time,
I've hid myself,
And tried to force the end,
Maybe I just need,
To run away
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2. |
Nihilist
02:44
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Listen close to the sound of the ghost screaming in my head.
My mind has become a flood and I am on the brink of death.
In my final moments this is what I said-
I'm holding fast but I will lose my grip and in time,
I'll lose my mind.
I've lost myself to insanity,
and the only way to get out is to just,
just jump.
I know it's all in my head,
but it's the only way I can escape.
This alternate reality has me drowning in my own fear of what I might become.
They said to fall faster.
It will only hurt less.
And when you reach the bottom,
the darkness will consume you.
My eyes have seen through the gates of fire.
They tell me it's my place and I'm pushed further.
I cannot rise until I see the light of old me.
I'm being torn by this demon that needs to be set free.
I cannot heal until I gather the strength to stand without a crutch.
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3. |
Screaming Out
04:14
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I'd be a lying man if I said,
That I'm better off living than I would be dead,
So put the gun to my head,
Pull the fucking trigger stain the walls,
Stain the walls red,
Playing Russian roulette with fate,
1 in 6 chance to break away from this pain,
Screaming out I need some assistance,
Man down,
Man down,
This is a war,
Against myself,
And I'm losing this battle,
I need help,
The drugs don't work,
It's getting worse,
I'm losing touch with myself,
I need help,
Battle stations!
Not gonna lie things look grim,
Fire's burning and my strength is running thin,
But there's got to be a way out,
Got to be a way to make it,
I'll trust my faith,
This is a war,
Against myself,
And I'm losing the battle,
I need help,
The drugs don't work,
It's getting worse,
I'm losing touch with myself I need help
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4. |
Love Birds
02:28
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LET'S TALK ABOUT HATRED AND BETRAYAL
SOMETHING THAT NEVER SEEMS TO FAIL
I don't know where to fucking start
Your only art is breaking hearts
Ripped to shreds in shades of reds
I was what you wanted
My whole life I've been taunted
I’ve always been unwanted
So let me do what your words did to me.
I'm poking holes I'm making cuts I'm pulling out your fucking guts
No amount of pain could amount to what you did to me
I hope you cry at my funeral
I hope you dream of me
I hope you regret your tongue
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5. |
Unromantic Romance
03:42
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Who was it huh?
What did he taste like?
I bet I'm sweeter,
But that won't matter after tonight,
Why'd you do this to me?
After everything for you?
I already know what you did,
I just want to hear you admit it,
Stop fucking lying I can see through that crying,
Stop pretending it's a secret,
We know what you did,
We all know what you did,
Me and the voices in my head,
They tell me what you did!
I wanted to let you live,
It's a shame such a shame,
There's no other way to let you feel my pain,
There's no escape,
Your screams are getting shorter,
Are you running out of breath?
My hands are creeping higher,
Closer to your neck,
We all know what you did,
Me and the voices in my head,
They tell me what you did,
I wanted to let you live,
It's a shame such a shame,
This is the only way you can feel my pain,
Now you're dead,
Laid to rest,
And I'm stained red
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With this blood on my hands,
I'm finally happy,
I'll close your eyes shut,
So you won't see what I've done,
And tell them to open there eyes,
So they can see all the fun,
I'll get rid of all my ties,
Throw them away,
Like you did with my time,
I'll keep my mouth shut,
With nothing to say,
Fuck,
What have I done,
I've fallen into this hole,
With nobody to hold,
But I've made these decisions,
And there's no going back,
I can't make it alone,
I'm starving for more,
And I need it,
I can't make it alone,
Day dreaming,
These Nightmares,
Your dead body,
I can't tell if I care,
All the blood spilt,
All the guilt,
All the guilt,
All the guilt,
Spiraling,
I don't know what to think,
I'm on the brink,
I've lost everything,
That ever mattered to me,
I can't feel my feet,
Through all the shaking,
My heels are at the edge,
Of this fucking ledge,
Oh fuck this is crazy,
Fuck this is amazing,
My world comes crashing down,
And all I can see is your face,
And all I can feel is your pain,
All I feel is your pain,
Day dreaming,
These Nightmares,
Your dead body,
I can't tell if I care,
All the blood spilt,
All the guilt,
All the guilt,
And the only thing left to be killed is me
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Renascentia Salem, Oregon
Prgressive deathcore from Salem, Oregon
Elijah Reiter - Vocals
Patrick Allen - Guitar
Aaron Meyers - Drums
Del Hunt - Guitar
Isaak Pyles - Bass
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